Saturday, April 13, 2013

Happy Weekend

I cannot remember the last time I wrote 2 updates in 2 days, but here I am getting back into the writing mode. I miss having a place to write freely about whatever I want, but I think that I have finally found it. Keeping a journal is so very satisfying to me. I used to keep a LiveJournal. I updated it throughout my teen and into my early twenty-something years with many cringe-inducing entries. I eventually started updating LiveJournal less and less as Facebook became more and more popular.

I have a major love-hate relationship with Facebook. I love how connected Facebook allows me to be and I hate how connected Facebook allows me to be. I despise the drama that comes with Facebook. That site can be horribly damaging on relationships. So, I am in need of a safe space to vent without causing drama. I need a place to simply be still and to reflect. I want to let my thoughts spill onto the page without having to filter myself. For the time being, I am not sure if I want people from my every day life to be able to identify me from what I make available on here (although some of them can anyway, so please hush if that is you). Like I said, this blog is my safe space, so I think a little anonymity would be wise for now. You never know who is reading...

Anyway, today my husband is working a 14 hour shift. He will be gone 9am to 11pm. I do alot of solo parenting, which is not anywhere remotely as difficult as single parenting in the emotional sense of things, but it still has its challenges. I find that our days go smoothest when we have a schedule, which never really happens on the weekends. We still managed to have a great Saturday nonetheless.  :) Amazingly, I managed to have the entire house clean by 3 - with only some laundry left (as usual). I am in the process of switching the closets from cold weather to warm weather and I feel like I am drowning in clothing right now.

I took a break from sorting clothes to take advantage of the beautiful Spring weather. The kiddos and I ended up going to the park in the afternoon where the girls played and little man just chased everyone. We then met up for dinner at Ruby Tuesday with Grandpa. Everyone had a great time! Now that my little man is almost 3, getting out of the house with all 3 of them is so much easier. I feel like we can all move around so much quicker, which is a good thing because we have alot planned for this summer. I will save the details on that for another entry. We have church, brunch, and bookstore in the morning. :)

Friday, April 12, 2013

Life Lately

Life lately has finally seemed to slow down. So thankful for my sweet hardworking husband who supports me being a stay at home mom. I love my life this way and would never want it any way else. 8 months out of the workforce over here and treasuring every moment. :) For the first time in over a year, I feel like we have a solid schedule around here. Life is so much less chaotic in general than it was at this time last year; however, I am sure our entire routine will change up once again when summer vacation starts!

After summer I cannot believe that I will have a 3rd grader, a Kindergartner, and a Preschooler. WOW. Sad that my babies are growing up so quickly, but very very excited for them at the same time. I know they are ready, but I am not sure if I am. This is the first time that I will not have a baby in the house in 8 years. Crazy!

Hopefully I can use my newly found free time to lose some weight. I am pretty sure I cannot continue to call this extra weight baby fat now that my youngest is almost 3. I actually just signed up for Weight Watchers again a few weeks ago, but I will save the details on this for another entry. I have not been on the plan long enough to give an official update. I am already having trouble staying on the bandwagon. I managed to lose weight on WW in 2006 after my first baby was born, so I am hopeful that I will be able to lose again.

In other news, we are not moving from this rental after all. I have been thinking about Psalm 46:10 alot lately. Be Still and know that I am God... a passage that I need to hear right now. As badly as I want to move, to find a big house out in the country where my little family will have plenty of room to grow, I know that now is not the time. So, for now, I am feeling very thankful for our cozy little home in the suburbs.  We are lucky to have a roof over our heads, to still have this house, and to still have each other.